Fear is a feeling that I usually do not express. I am not afraid of spiders or snakes. I am afraid of something real and personal. Something that most people do not think of when they hear the word fear. The only true thing that I am afraid of is losing. Not losing items or competitions, but people. I am afraid of losing a close friend or a family member. The only reason that I am only afraid of this is because I know that a snake or a shark can't hurt me emotionally, only physically. I could die, but I would probably be in a better place. But if I lose a family member, I know that I could never bring them back; and I cannot live without the people I love most. Like I said, fear is a feeling I do not express, if and when I do, it is very rare.
That is very true. I never thought of having the fear of losing people, all I could think of was items.
ReplyDeleteIt is kinda scary of thinking that you could lose someone and that is not what people always associate fear with
ReplyDeleteThis is a deep fear, and one to which most of us can relate. We might consider sharing this one with another Jordan who is apparently fearless. Just this weekend I was feeling pretty sad about an English professor's passing in December (I just found out last week). She was a mother figure to me, and I am sad I was unable to talk with her in the past few years. She also attended my wedding. Thanks for sharing this Jordan.
ReplyDeleteThis is so deep! Wow, I mean yeah I did think of loosing people in my life but never really thought about it the way you did!
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